05.08.07
Kategorija Poetry ob 15:11 avtor: tinamalina
Imagine a world so cold and lonely
not a single sound of birds can be heard.
A lake of swans that there once was
now rests in dark and frozen colours.
The sun above it took the shape of a glass eye
caressing its decaying lonely kingdom.
Many layers of snow have covered the treads of men,
who once have walked this desert of frozen tears,
trying to reach the Ice Queen for many years.
The beauties offered to them were in colours of spring
and a charming odour of daisies so inviting,
they could not resist wanting a taste
of sweet cherry cheeks they would kiss on the Queen’s face.
Many lips touched the Queen,
by many eyes she was seen,
many times she believed,
that a true love is percieved
in every her breath
and every her touch,
but she never knew
love can not be subdued.
Swords were drawn and stuck through her breasts
so long and sharp she could feel nothing else
but the pain and sorrow embracing her soul
it seemed as if Death was taking his toll.
She closed her garden, turned spring into winter -
an endless ice in colour of silver.
”The sadest thing the existance has brought
is numbness of all the emotions” she thought.
”No winter of nature feels
as painful as my heart’s veneer.
It is bloody and red - there is no doubt,
but stony and dead it beats without
the spring and swans and birds around,
to keep its beating safe and sound”.
She can be seen walking in christal nights alone
searching for treads she had covered with snow
and only dark shadows and spirits and moon
know the real sore of her gloom.
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Kategorija Poetry ob 15:10 avtor: tinamalina
Don’t speak any words
This moment is fragile.
Your touch on my back
Feels as strong as the Nile.
I know you’re not tied to me,
But I am close to giving you my heart.
Now, what?
Am I to say ‘never leave me’
Because of this new life you give me?
It is not in my power, I would ask for too much.
I am only human and powerless as such.
Still - I pray to angels every then and now
And I feel their heads slowly bow.
They give me no answer, they speak no words,
They promise neither happiness nor thousands of hurts.
I say I love you, but I love you much more.
In my mind a definition of ‘you’ has a much broader shore.
I watch you sleep, because then you are mine.
I draw your face when I close my eyes, line by line.
If you are ever gone and I am left alone,
I would try not to cry and to let you go.
But would I be the same?
I have to say - no.
I would not say a word,
Because every word would hurt.
Every moment would be cold
Because the words would be untold.
I have had enough of wondering,
let it be just YOU and ME.
I am not capable of tiring emotions,
So let US be as long as we will be.
If I am alone, you be alone.
If I am a queen, you be my throne.
If I am a criminal, you be my dock.
If I am the sea, you be my rock.
If you will ever leave, leave now.
At least I will know why angels their heads do bow.
Because day by day you will have more and more of my heart -
And then, what?
Stay. Simply stay.
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Kategorija Poetry ob 15:09 avtor: tinamalina
My world doesn’t know how to say ‘I love you’
I only know I am changed since I know you.
That I’m too fucked up to feel, is what I thought
and I was not at all prepared for what you have brought.
You awoke the sleeping parts of me
although many said this love could never be.
We showed everyone what it means to be best of the best,
what matters is us, fuck all the rest.
My world doesn’t know how to say ‘I’m sorry’,
that is why losing you is my greatest worry.
However can I win you back if you stop loving me?
I only hope you also see, that we are ment to be.
You’re the one who gave me Al Pacino,
you took me to my first casino.
Because of you I like Jan’s song,
no matter how much I think that’s wrong 
You give me the better blanket when I sleep in your bed.
The first rose you have given me was passionately red
and every time I get a different kind.
I’d give you my eyes if you were blind.
You are the best I have ever met
I only take one look at you and I’m instantly wet
Nothing compares to you, the love of my life,
my whole body trembles when you call me your wife.
You are holding my heart by its balls and you know it.
I am vain without you and I’m not ashamed to show it.
No matter the downs we sometimes still go through -
shit — I can’t possibly imagine my life without you.
IS YOU.
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